1. The first time I heard your heart beat <3

    I’ll never forget the day. May 29th of 2012. I just wanted to hear 2 things, that you were healthy and if you were a boy or a girl. Then they let me hear one more thing. Your heart. I couldn’t help but smile. It was an uncontrollable reflex. I smiled like a goofy idiot. Hearing your heart working, and knowing how tiny it and you were, it was so wonderful. So real. Knowing that what I was hearing was one of the few things you will always have inside you keeping you alive, it was just… the most amazing feeling. It was fast and quiet. I couldn’t believe my ears. It was the first time I would hear anything, or any part, of you. :) 

     
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